Saturday, October 18, 2008

Some times Sai baba in dreams


It is a old and dilapidated house looking very ancient from outside. I made every step of mine slow not knowing why at so dark a time i am moving around such area. I slowly reached the front door. big mahagony doors with design on them creeked as i opened them. Suddenly i entered a spacious white lighted sprawlingly big hall with marble floor. straight across one side of the room a big platform. the whole room has the look of hazeness as if some fog has spread around the room. I walked with trepedition towards the stage. There at the center of a high stage in white marble statue is sai baba! I could not believe that it is him who dragged me to that make believe old house. I heard from some where . go and hold whatever you worship most . I went running madly knept infront of baba and held his right leg which he folds under his other leg. The minute i held it in both my hands it started to vibrate in my hands. I was shocked and suddenly the realization dawned on me that it is not a statue any more ! baba is sitting there lovingly endorsing my blind love for him. Some thing falling from the legs brought my eyes to my hands where I was holding the lotus foot of baba. An avalanche of vibhuthi was pouring out of his foot. before I did any thing more I woke up.

the presence of shiridi sai around us

that was a time when i am in intense prayers to shiridi sai that i used to literally cry every night for one glimpse of divine mother. This is not a dream. I saw two flames of light like twin lights and thought that there was short circuit in my aircooler and got up in flash of a second and switched offf the fan. the lights vanished. Next morning i called narasimhan electrician and got the cooler checked. He looked at me with surprise saying amma there is nothing wrong in this cooler. Another day I got up in the middle of the night to see lightening in the same place . much later when i was reading a beautiful book on sai in telugu " Devudunnadu ledantaventi" that I realised that shiridi sai is electric man he used to flash like lightening in the room before radhakrishna mai used to answer the doubts of swami sharananada. Later on when i was reading the attributes of Brahman the above attributes are given as his way of non form appearence.